Strange as it may seem, this life is based on a true story." - Ashleigh Brilliant
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
I had a dream last nite. My Mom and Baret took me to a doctor's appointment for my leg. But when we got back there, I suddenly started feeling very drowsy. I looked down and realized they had somehow, without my knowing it, put an IV in my arm and were giving me drugs. They then did all kinds of things to my leg - I was half in and half out of consciousness but felt no pain.
Afterwards, I got up and was going somewhere when I realized I was walking. Tentatively, shakily, but walking. Baby steps - and I knew it was the first time in a long time that I'd done so and that I would get stronger and would walk normally eventually. The feeling of taking steps without a crutch jacked up under my arm was like...freedom. It felt like flying it was such a free and liberating feeling! I knew a joy in that dream like I've never known before. I knew I was going to succeed - I knew I'd walk normally again, I was already taking the first slow steps.
The dream has filled me with renewed determination. I'm ready to fight. Bring it on.